Living abroad is difficult. Especially when you don't feel a part of that new country.
Things that could help you with that might be:
- learn the language; the more you know of the language, the more enjoyable and comfortable your life will become.
- figure out the culture; what to do, what not to do, what is appropriate, what is not.
- make friends; join social clubs like painting class, cycling group, join social media groups.
- eat and drink like a local;
- travel all over the country;
- after you learn the language, listen to the local radio, watch local series;
- challenge yourself every day;