This entry will be just about mine, I love someone without knowing him and searching him up (turns out he's an Idol and I became fan of his group after that). It all started from a short clip of him playing a piano didn’t have any idea that he was that popular. The picture above is just a cropped picture of what I dmed to him just now. I just told him how my feelings started blah blah. Last night, I was overthinking too much because of what I’m seeing on the internet that he has a gf. I know I shouldn't be acting this way because I’m just a mere fan and he doesn't know my existence at all.

Apologized to the person I love d most :) (Part 1)

However, we all know how painful it is to see someone you adore having a gf that is not you. Plus in my case, it’s one sided, he doesn’t know me at all, we’re living at different countries, and speak different languages (although I can speak his language which is Korean).I apologized to him after telling my stories because I know to myself that I was being weird and since I’m a fan of his group my behavior was just wrong. He's just different and I'm so attached with him, it's making me sad.This might sound ridiculous, but it’s all true.For the last time, I hope you're always happy!

Apologized to the person I love d most :) (Part 2)

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Love & Relationships

sought solitude

Have you ever wondered how does it feel to be a K-POP fan? Have you ever thought of becoming a K-POP fan?I have been a K-POP fan since early 2016 [5 years as an EXO-L &amp; turning 1 year as an NCTZEN]. People who are not a fan of any K-POP Idols wouldn’t understand the comfort, strength, motivation, and happiness that they are giving to us. Although, those Idols who don't personally know us it doesn't matter. Because their existence is already enough, seeing them in variety shows or music shows or even performing makes my heart goes ✨💖✨💖 I could even feel the butterflies in my stomach.

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Over the Moon

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