My Memorium Of Childhood Solitude - Google Docs

CHAPTER 1

Claws Reprise'ntative

The life is always boring, especially when you are in first bench, what you look and admire be books, responsibility, chalks, dust and blackboard, how can I forget attendance register, and some of tingling quarrels Which are often heard only by me and my teacher.

Who am I? I rather start with my name, I'm Pragati Giri, just like the name I keep high at Mount peaks and live in my isolation alone minding my own work, less humanity, more alien, although that's my nickname but I quite got some reputation from my beloved teachers, who often choose me as next representative in their busy schedules, in short I'm class representative, my classmates like it addressing me as Claws Reprisentative as I paw 🐾 my sharp claws in absence of teacher.

Chalkboard and piece of chalk are my weapons, and pointing 👉 finger on noisey ones is my style of firing bullets to bully them when it ignites noise in my house, I mean classroom,

Sorry for being so much nosy, I always enjoy being so, so I can't stop my exaggeration On how I take this responsibility.

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CHAPTER 2

Newly late Admission of Old Student

So where were we?

Yes, class without teacher me being a lioness and showing my claws over noisy fellow students of my class, that

After prayer, Class started by mathematics teacher then headmaster comes with new girl to class and introduces her to teacher and class, her name is Renuka, not too tall, neither short, her hair is thick but, she's looking very different, her dark eyes, kajal, oily shiny black hair, neat and tidy uniform, must be new uniform, pale blue hanky with bindi on her forehead and a red stone wrist band,

Wait! Are those allowed to wear my class?

Who cares, I have my watch ⌚ on my wrist,

Back to her face! She's not at all pale, her skin is… isis… so so… much tamed, more like a chocolate 🍫, she's not native here, I'm not racist but she don't sync with the faces of my classes,

Although who cares, I mind my own business,

She introduced herself to class, said some city name, never heard of it, neither remembered, she was nervous, she's too late to accommodate herself with current syllabus, she has missed so many Classes, it's not going to be easy,

Who cares, that's her problem!

I have so much homework to think about.

Renuka tries to sit in my bench, How dare she? 😡 I said, Priya is absent today, she sits here Rekhaa…

Wait what was her name?

Rekha? Reshma? ReMaa?

Yes, I got it Renuka…

Who cares whatever her name be,

I said,

"Sorry Renuka, you can find seat 💺 in backbenches"

"It's ok" - she replied,

She got last seat the corner, she can't see board with that height.

Who cares! That's not my problem!

Pragati just stop thinking about the chocolate girl, mind your own business,

I don't even understand why newly admission is accepted mid in the semester, school administration must have gone crazy, she will definitely fail if she's average student!

What the fisherman! Did I gave another thought about Renuka again?

Oh god please ring the bell. I want some peace!

Here rings the 🛎 bell, god must be listening to me, the Lunch break.

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CHAPTER 3

She so'lated lunch break

I'm so happy today, guess what today I'm having for lunch, it's Gulabjaamun and pannerr fried balls, I'm more hungry now,

Let me wash my face first!

There she is Renuka, in she's room,

She said - hi 👋 waving her hand at me, I kept silent 😶 and smiled and washed my hands, which I don't do because I have spoon today,

Stupid Pragati, you can't escape her face from your mind, so englup it, she's your classmate, that pappiya is your mate, and you are stupid class leader so greet her.

I said this to myself,

Went back, hello Renuka, how's school? If You need help ask teachers, they will help you.

I'm busy, I can't help her!

You will like this school Renuka, all girls are good in our class. Don't worry. If you face any problem, tell me, I am class leader of 8th Standard.

I said this with pride, she was silent and said OK, without smile.

Who cares, I'm going back to my jaamun now.

Wallah! ♥ LOveLy gulaab jaamun.😍 I had a great feast today,

Back to class, we have science test today I almost forget, my teacher is strict, if we don't go class fast she will punish even me.

Oh my god, all are in class already I'm only late today, all because of Renuka.

But she's not still here!

WHO CARES, I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS. I'M OK

teacher has taken attendance writing questions on board.

There she comes, the so lated girl Renuka, she's gonna get punishment now!

Renuka - May I come in teacher?

Teacher - Wait! Who are you? Why are you late to class?

Renuka - I'm Renuka, new to class teacher, I was having lunch teacher, SORRY I don't know break time.

Teacher - Oh! You saying you don't hear bell sound? Are you deaf?

Stupid girl, tell me your roll number and sit, test will start soon.

Renuka - 😔, ok teacher

Oh she's lucky 🍀 girl, otherwise she would kneel down today,

Wait! It's her first day, and it is science test! What will she write? 😅

Shut up! Just shut up and write questions, why you over think about her so much? Mind your own business ok, now think about questions,

What is photosynthesis?

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CHAPTER 4

What is Photosynthesis?

5 questions 45 mins time, I wrote all, but 1 answer is half.

Let's see, if I get more than Sandeep and Geetha or not.

Oh Sandeep wrote only 2 papers, and Geetha wrote 3 papers, me also 3 papers so it's Geetha and me now.

What about Renuka?

Shut up! I don't want to see.

Teacher - Come from back bench first,

Renuka - here's teacher,

Teacher - you write only 2 answers?

Renuka - 3 teacher, one wrong, that's why not gave here.

Teacher - what is photosynthesis?

Renuka - photosynthesis is process of making food for plants, using water and sun light.

Teacher - what the heck? Stupid girl!

Is this way you write in exams? I will tear your paper if you write like this on exam sheet. Learn more.

Renuka - OK teacher.

What the heck! She wrote 2 answers in first class? Is she topper?

Look at her chocolate face, all wrong answers, she must have cheated from Meghna and Arohi.

Wow, I got 9 marks, Geetha only 8 and Sandeep 7½ only! Yaay!

For Renuka she got 5 marks, wow impressive, teacher gave marks because teacher also chocolate girl like her. Hehe 🤣

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CHAPTER 5

Seenzoned pushed to loneliness

Days passed, I'm still alone, I'm sorry this is me,

I am dark, my skintone is making me devil here in class, yesterday I asked someone rubber, she gave me, when I returned back she has washed that rubber with water. So much hatredness I could gather from this school, even teachers not helping me, I waited for mathematics teacher in front of staff room for 2 hours for important problems ticks but she didn't call me inside, and I missed science class, and ate stick beatings 3 time in this week,

Rahul is making fun of my color, they are laughing over my face and appearance, I've been in this class for 2+ weeks till now no friends, no notes, no preparation, and next week it is quarterly.

I am going to fall, 100% I will tell to mom, what hell is this I am in God please help me,

Today I was walking on steps slipped and caught Reshma' s hand as support, after that Reshma slapped me for catching her arm, and pushed me in she's room when I was coming out and I fell down, my knees got wounds and bandaid.

Suresh tried to cut my hair with geometry box knife, Geetha complained my name to Neelima ma'am that I am forcing her to give her notes home.

I am having like this days only, almost every day, yesterday dance teacher didn't selected me because I'm dark.

I wrote 4 papers in Essay writing competition still not qualified because evaluating is done by science teacher.

If there is something bad luck girl in this whole school that is me, and my name is Renuka, and I'm completely seenzoned and out zoned student of my class, not just class by whole school.

But Pragati is not at all like other girls, she is little good.

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CHAPTER 6

Renuka and Claws Reprise'ntative

Hello students, today I have teacher meetings so all keep quiet, I will be back in next class OK.

Pragati look after class, write names who makes noise.

I know this will happen today, I heard Meena teacher discussing about staff meeting for 15th August events,

Now it's my time to show my Claws my lioness behaviour to my fellow students,

Me - "All of you, don't make any noise, I'm already 😡 angry today, I will write even if you ask pencil to anyone"

"Ask now only if you have anything OK!"

Renuka - *Raises her hand 🖐️ *

Hello can someone give me science Class work copy please!

what the heck! This never happens in my class,

Me - OK Renuka, I will ask on your behalf,

Class someone give Renuka science copy…

*Few seconds passed in silence*

Geetha give Renuka notes,

Geetha - I gave for correction, 😒

I know that's a lie, everyone knows that

Me - Radhika, Arohi you have notes?

Our notes is incomplete

Another lie!

Me - OK Renuka, sit down now, sit silently, I will write your name.

Renuka sits silently and cries without noise, and me standing facing all class staring at me, but Renuka silent tears distracting me so much, I'm feeling bad, I just gave promise that reach me if she need any help, it's her first time she asked me for help!

I am Claws, I am lioness, I can help her, I don't care what class thinks about me, I will help her.

I must,

After 15mins discussing within my mind, I opened my bag and took science copy walked to last bench, gave it to Renuka,

Me - Renuka, take my book, if you need any help ask me, not just me everybody will help, because my class is good, it will not see color and creed, we are all good.

You can take my book to your home also.

Silences guys! I can hear mur muring sound from boys side.

Rahul is that you?

Rahul - No Pragati it's Rajesh pinching from backside.

Me - I turned around like Boss and wrote first name Rajesh, reason misbehavior with Rahul,

Wait, I never write reasons, this is first time, but it looks good on board

You can read it as follows

Names Reason

Rajesh misbehaving with Rahul

Listen all of you if anyone have complains if I write like this tell me.

Renuka raises hand 🖐️ again!

Me - tell me Renuka! What's problem?

Renuka - No problem Pragati, I just want to thank you for 📙 book

Me -No problem, I will also help with syllabus. ☺

Renuka - *eyes with tears * OK Pragati!

Me - It feels nice to help, I helped so many, but this help is real memory for me. In this class for my life.

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CHAPTER 7

Happies tears and friendships with chips

Teacher is back, teacher appreciated me for writing reason, teacher took a lecture to Rajesh, Rajesh Said Sorry to Renuka!

What Renuka? But Rajesh was teasing Rahul right?

NO, Sandeep told me next day, that Rajesh created some bad rumour over Renuka and teasing her so much, after what I did in that class was so much like a punch for that bully Rajesh.

Can you imagine now Renuka is having Lunch with all of class, she has made so many friends, she cooks so much good, she brought Maggi extra tiffin box 🗃 just for me one day.

We became buddies now. All Happies, she leaks tears so much even if she's happy, we ate chips, studied together we are now sitting in first bench, and she's still my lovely chocolate lady.

The Conclusion of my real life story is how I transformed, from being me isolated, lonely and non supportive, from being me who is exact opposite of what I am now.

I said it wrong, I had good friends, I do care for all, no matter new or old, I always thought about everyone in need, I always helped all who asked me help.

I'm bad may be outside, but from inside I'm good and caring, I hope you also have found people with problems something like my Renuka in starting, please initiate the help, don't let them suffer. Be a hero, don't let someone pushes you to be hero, you are hero within yourself.

Be you, for what you sought to be.

Yours loveliest Claws Reprise'ntative,

Pragati Giri

Roll No. 23

Varanasi High School🚸