How Did I Create This Quote

I always chased perfection and ideal scenarios. Then came, after the COVID ERA, in 2021, my JEE journey (2nd toughest exam of the world given by students in class 12), I was in class 11 preparing for it. I was just on the verge of coming out of depression when the study pressure and comparison with peers made me relapse. I kept on trying, everyday, every damn minute, even while waiting for my bus there used to be a book in my hand. I was called THE MOST SINCERE KID the teachers ever taught. The moment I came from the classroom to my home, all the sincerity disappeared.