My Third Awakening

During my third dark night of the soul, triggered by family losses and caregiving demands, I fully surrendered to the process. Solitude became my sanctuary, allowing me to hear God’s voice and embrace healing through introspection.

O genuinely believe that if I had been “allowed” to fully experience my first and second awakenings—rather than having them treated as problems to fix—this third awakening might not have been necessary, or at least not for a long time. Each interruption left layers of healing unresolved, showing the importance of honoring the process.