my moms friend came over today, he wanted to buy some wine and sigarettes,I said I go with him since he doesn’t know where the store is. He thanked me, I said “ with pleasure “while we were walking to the store we were also talking. He asked me when my birthday was. I told him that it was 31 December. He said that that was such a unique day to be born. I agreed with him. He said I probably get a lot of presents, I nodded and said I had one very big present and that was the memories I made through the year. Because it’s the last day of the years so I did a lot in the year.

He asked me what I do with the bad moments? I told him I take it as a memory with me. Because I take the bad moments as a experience instead of a regret, mistake or fear. he asked me where I learned such words. I told him Pinterest. AGGGH I wish I said ” did some research about how to grow “but it already happened and I can’t do anything about it anymore so there’s no need for me to worry about.

Today

I like to empty my mind when it’s very noisy, and one of my favorite way is writing about it . These are just my own Q&A’s so it’s about my own mind only.

The Mind

<ul><li> Is it okay not to have any social media as a teenager ?</li><li>Why am I lazy? Or am I just thinking that I’m lazy?</li><li>Why do I not do the things I want to do instead of the things I don’t?</li><li>Is it alright to be worried about the future of technology?</li><li>How do I grow my mindset?</li><li>Where do I start becoming the best version of my self?</li></ul>

The Weird Questions

It’s okay! I was 12 when I wanted to disconnect from social media, I did. For a while. But then I went back. But then I wanted to disconnect again! So instead of worrying about it I put a screen time for my self. 20 minutes social media!Don’t go hard on your self, for something this small. Trust me I’ve been trough this.

Is it okay not to have any social media as a teenager ?

Yeah, you THINK that you’re lazy, but your not!!!” Doing something doesn’t always start with motivation, you have to have discipline “Don’t do something only when you have motivation! Do it with focus and discipline! Start something with excitement ( even if you fake it ) just act like you have a lot of interest in that one thing you want/need to do! Then sudden you actually believe what you’ve wanted. ( the excitement and the interest feeling )It’s just like : “ Fake it till you make it “

Why am I lazy? Or am I just thinking that I’m lazy?

Obviously you’re not gonna do the things you want or even have to do, if your gonna list everything you want to do ! take it easy!for example: write all the things you :could do -should do -must do - its very easier to get your todo list done if you be specific!AND, instead of (the free time you have) scrolling on social media ( for no reason ) do something you actually enjoy! Like watching a movie or anything else! But watch the time!time flies by.

Why do I not do the things I want to do instead of the things I 

It’s okay and it’s possible. BUT ITS ABSOLUTELY NOT WORTH IT!!!!Instead of worrying be exited about it!like the world is improving! We’re moving forward! We’re learning new things!its gonna be alright! Just remember, if others do something that you may find dumb or stupid it doesn’t mean you also have to do the exact same!

Is it alright to be worried about the future of technology?

You are like a plant! You grow and you die someday! you have to get to know yourself!learn to see your potential and the power you own!believe the fact that you are good enough! Understand that good and bad moments exist!( I also recommend listening to:thewizardliz and podcasts! )I know you can do it!!!

How do I grow my mindset?

I believe in ” first time is a experience second time is a choice “ its up to you how you want to be ! How does your best version look like?what’s your dream life style?what are you living for?why are you doing all of this?answer these questions and you already make a big process!

Where do I start becoming the best version of my self?

I love how I actually feel relieved after writing in this app!

Memory for my future self

you want to stop caring so much? And when I say caring I mean about anything you care too much with. You want to get a relax life you want to enjoy your life and live in the present? Then this was meant for you!

Intro

Ask yourself a few things:<ol><li> what do I care about that wastes my time?</li><li>how can I stop caring so much about it?</li><li>why do I care about it so much?</li><li>is it bad or good?</li></ol>

Why Do You Care So Much?

Like you want to stop caring so much about the future because by any chance your scared of it? Then stop caring. Make urself busy, do something you like, shower for inspiration,etc.its like I asked my friend what I should do for overthinking she said I should just stop thinking about it and tell my self that I do not and will not overthink cuz it’s a waste of time

Just Stop

“ to be a star you must burn “ you have to go through these moments to wake up, to be able to change your life, to actually do what you want to do, being able to make a balance between everything ( example: delusions and reality ) and to actually learn from ur mistakes/experiencessome people have it at a young age and some at a older age.

Why Does It Hurt So Much?

It works it actually works! Focus on your goal and you get what you want!

Manifestations 

How to stop giving a f#ck

I don’t like the idea of being scared of the future because instead of being scared you should be passionate and excited about it, so I here I am trying to change it all

Intro 

I usually just think about if it’s going to be alright or if I will be successful and have good people around me. But also about technology, im scared that technology will take over the lead ( probably makes no sense at all ) and also about a few people that “ hurt “ me in the past

What I Think 

<ol><li>I know I will be successful because I just know it, I know the job that I like to have and chose a job that fits in with me ( Architecture ) but I also know it will be alright because “ if you want to be a star you must burn “</li><li>I will have good people around me if I make good decisions in my life and use the mistakes I made in the past as experience</li><li>Technology probably will take over but if we make good use of it then we can keep the balance between humanity and technology. But it’s also that I am scared of technology but it’s not scary at all. It can help you with your homework, work, questions-</li></ol>

Answer 

3., mental help, etc. It helps you with almost everything. Like when I was struggling with depression I used “ technology “ to search up how to heal, right?4.Being scared of seeing the people that“ hurt”. you in the past is absolutely normal.it’s-

4.- fine, but don’t be afraid because there is a big difference between being afraid and being scared. Like I am scared to see the person that harassed me but I will keep my cool because I now became stronger. Stronger than I was. And I’ve learned that nothing I gave a example for was my fault. And instead of saying i regret and taking it as a mistake I now learned to take it as a experience so I will remember never to do any of these ever again.

<ol><li> never make online friends except you KNOW who you’re talking to.</li><li>don’t expect the things u want just to come, work smart for it.</li><li>don’t sent anything you don’t feel comfortable with.</li><li>share you’re thoughts but not your personal thoughts on something.</li><li>keep your chin up and be hard to get.</li><li>don’t be weak even if you are don’t show your weak side to anyone </li><li>trust yourself when you’re doing something </li><li>don’t compare yourself with someone when you don’t know they’re full story </li><li>act like a lady/gentleman to show them you were raised by a queen/king</li></ol>

A Few Of Advices That I Will Give ( Said By Experience)

I am mostly scared of technology, humanity and my own future but I am going to change the way I think 

Today

Memory for my future self

How to stop giving a f#ck

Why am I scared of the future

SARAH Y