How to Commit Non-Suicide Ch.5 - Deepstash

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Chapter 1'ish

Chapter 1'ish

Let me begin by of course. Begin, by releasing my own fears, as I can. I shall start with, well, here. Here we are. At the beginning. Shall we tumble together down this rabbit hole of madness together? This is my mind, I'm quite familiar with this area. In other words, I've been through this- it seems, many times now...Please, be my guest, to those easily offended, you may turn back now...quit while you are ahead, those fearful;faint of heart, clinging onto life, whom have endured much pain, and are still here with me, let me be your guide through the twisted ramblings..


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Of a mad scientist, a passionate lover many times scorned, a lover of art that has lost the most beautiful of treasures of what has been acquired in my own life, a failure at life this far, a sinner, a cynic, a faithful spiritual guide, one second though, let me be perfectly clear, I am definitely no saint. That is certain. Now it seems, I'll be your personal tour guide through the valley of the shadow of death I continuously dwell in. Have no fear. You can call me Pō. Follow me. I will attempt to do the best I can. I'm right here, right now. This isn't pre recorded or rehearsed. Or edited.


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Most everyone's mad here. Aha... HAHAHAHAHA!! You may have noticed that I'm not all there myself.



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I'm going to take my time to be as precise at my attempts on letting you in to how it is for myself, living with extreme social anxiety, PTSD, Major depressive disorder, eating disorders, Dehabilitating(?) insomnia, more physical health issues than I honestly want to name, because focusing on them all is what has almost, almost put me six feet under, many times.' I'm honestly fucking "mad". Take that to mean whatever you will. Please bear with me, attempt to have as much faith as you can muster, but don't get your hopes up too high.I am only certainly sure of one thing, that is...


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Probably Not A Good Idea

Probably Not A Good Idea

That I'm not sure I can do this even without utterly and dejectedly, " fucking this up" also... I'm most likely going to be a huge disappointment. Run, run away! GET OUT OF HERE, RUN FOR YOUR FUCKING LIFE AND DONT TURN AROUND! BURN THIS FUCKING THING, DELETE DELETE DELETE!!! AAAHHHHHHHHH!!! RUUUUNNN!!!


*Gasp *...


Fuck, still here huh? I hope you're still keeping up "Remember to breathe" Right?

Chapter .9'ish may continue, if, anyone's willing to give me a reason... To remember that I have to...also, remember to breathe... Made it this far though...░S░a░l░t░y░P░o░h░


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I'm still breathing🤙🏽🤙🏻🤙🤙🏼🤙🏾🤙🏿


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