Getting Ready For The Day Pt2

Wondering about how it was all before got me thinking that the world is changing but I always thought of myself doing something different but that all went away when I noticed no matter how I tried to differentiate there is always someone who's trying to do the same as you do. So the only person I gotta focus is myself. First my body, I've gotten a bit fat. One day I woke up at 1:30 am, after tiring myself by making my bed. Went through a lot of bad thoughts, missing someone thoughts and all. Decided to see where I'm at physically so I started doing push-ups. I did enough to keep myself going.