tarun kalkar on Sep 04

After doing some exercise, body started sweating. That made me want to take a shower. It was 8am and I had already taken a shower, this is happening after a year. I used to wake up around 11-12 in the morning before. Got hungry, was able to make my breakfast. After my breakfast, started going through my instagram. Noticed there are so many people despite of having no job, still they're working on themselves. That made me wanna learn coding, found a course but after 30mins in, I wasn't feeling it. So I found my artbook. Made one sketch and figured that I can still draw and should do more.

Finding my hobby again made me feel energetic. And was able to finish the 1st hour of the coding course.Now it's 2pm, I was happy to see how hungry I was. Had my lunch and then decided to chill for a while. Saw the clock it was 5.I observed that because of my bad lazy schedule, I wasn't able to socialize properly.I wasn't talking to anyone all this time so I decided to jump back in. I took baby steps at first.Decided to call that one person who is very focused in life and asked him to lend me some novel. He agreed so I went to his place to get the book and we talked for an hour then I got home

Got the book, got home. Found out I wasn't interested at reading the book, I did this just so I could see if I was able to communicate properly. Surprisingly I did well. Decided to spend my free time of 1 hour playing a horror game. Because horror games keeps your nerves going without making you irritated. Had my dinner at 9:30 and watched something for an hour. When I got to my bed to lay for a while, to my surprise I had fallen asleep and woke up the next day around 4am. I was surprised.I stayed in bed thinking about what I did yesterday and decided to do the same.

To my surprise after that first set of push-ups, I kept going, following the same schedule of the day before. This kept both my mind and my body going. And between all this, I was able to see and observe things more carefully and I stopped being selfish and figured that there were so many things I was missing out on.