so far so good is what I hear from myself whenever I reply to my cousin or friend. Not thinking too much about my reply or atleast trying not to. was my reply too fast? Did I spoke in a dumb manner? Was i being too desperate? Did it made me sound stupid? Was he/she even listening to me?

the answers of those questions may rest with them in peace, but i couldn't.

it was not really a matter of someone finding you stupid or intimidating or boring, it's a matter of how YOU find those people to be.

Sometimes, in your lifetime youight have thought the same things about ANYONE. Now, that's bothersome