Your Subconsciousness Can't Take Too Many Changes

After reading and living what several different self help books and gurus told her, she (the author) started feeling sad and numb. After a while she realised that she's suffering from a depression.

Herr therapist told her that it's no wonder, because she worked on her self and her flaws and ego so much, that her subconsciousness couldn't deal with it all in such a short time. Foremost because a lot of books teach totally different ways to live life. This goes from "Fuck it!" to "The secret" to "Money