I Exist

I exist! I watch the full moon every month,

A silent, undying sentinel with its cold silver glow,

Marking unseen histories, patience,

Battles lost and won, and mysteries untold.

I exist!

It's dark here in the abyss,

But there's a tiny spark that never dies.

The terror, the demons, the monsters in the shadows

They can drive a mortal mad.

Yet, despite fleeting days,

The ache of longing,

Hope clings like an anchor,

Keeping us sane in the storm.

I exist!

I must experience death,

The final shadow, the unknown truth,

The promise of transformation.

I exist!

Even if I don't see the sun,

though shrouded in clouds,

Its warmth still lingers.

I exist!

I need to fulfill my promise,

A vow whispered in front of Demons,

Etched in the marrow of my being,

Binding me to a purpose of being an immortal.

I exist!

My heart is still beating,

A hymn of resilience, steady and true,

A drum in the void,

Carving meaning from silence,

Defying the emptiness with its unyielding rhythm.

I exist!

Not as a slave and a fool,

But as a witness, a seeker, a fighter,

A soul burning to unravel the cosmic mysteries,

To touch the infinite and leave a mark in history.

I exist!

Through the pain, the joy, the uncertainty,

Through the battles with myself and the world,

I stand, an eternal paradox,

Fragile yet unbreakable.

I exist!

In the shadow of death,

In the abyss,

In the echoes of the past and the promise of tomorrow,

I am, and I will be an eternal paradox.