Self-Destruct

All I needed was growth,

I sought pleasure instead.

In your arms I found comfort,

You masked a pain that you could not heal.

Whatever your reasons were, I thank you for the time we had.

I recognize my choice and flaws,

I admit my weakness and my pride.

It’s true you had me overfed with trifle pleasures,

but I did not always have to eat from your seductive buffet.

I see clearly now.

The big red button across the room.

We drop our dreams and ambitions outside its door,

One push and a three-second jolt of electricity running through our brains.

I watched Darcy, Victor, and Mia all go in, mindlessly.

A vigorous punch and each time the sound was the same.